क्या तुम भी ?????

क्या तुम भी

शाम की दहलीज़ पर

आस का दिया जलाते हो?

ओर किसी आवारा पत्ते की आवाज़ पर

दरवाज़े की तरफ़ भागे जाते हो ?

क्या तुम भी दर्द छिपाने की कोशिश

करते करते .........

अक्सर थक से जाते हो ?

ओर बिना वज़ह से मुस्कराते हो /?

क्या तुम भी नींद से पहले पलकों पर

ढेरो ख्वाब सजाते हो ?

या फ़िर बिस्टर पर लेट कर

रोते रोते सो जाते हो ........................................................................ नीलिमा निविया

zindgiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii

tarap tarap kar tarapi jindgi
rula rula kar hansti jindgi
hans hans kar rulati jindgi
soch soch kar thakti jindgi
ye badguman jindgi
ye hassin jindgi
ye gamgin jindgi
ye khushgwar jindgi ......
ye jindgi,wo jindgi
aakhir kya hai y jindgi..
akhir kya hai y jindgi
ye meri jindgi
ye teri jindgi
ye iski jindgi
ye uski jindgi
ye hamari jindgi
ye tumhaari jindgi
ye sab kutch sochti jindgi
ye kutch bhi na sochti jindgi
akhir kaisi hoti hai y jindgi
aakhir kyo hoti hai zindgi!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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. dil pe mat lo yaar........... akhir mai itna k mere pass hai meri jindgi.n i love my jindgi

yaade

Bhul gye sab maa ka ghar wo neem ka perh
wo dupahar ki bate
wo sakhiyo k kisse
wo bhabhi ki kahani
wo purane ashiq k kisse
wo pahli rat suhani
wo bahna ki sari
wo masi ki chappal purani
wo kachchi amiya
wo achar ki bani
wo purani kameez par
karhi apni hatho ki bel
paise bacha kar jorhe
patile ki kahani
bhul gye ham ab sab
jab se basayi hai duniya naveentam suhani
nhi jante bachche mere ab
kya nani ka dular
kya mama ka pyar
kya bua ki galiya
kya chacha ki maar
chut gyi hai garmi ki
chuttiyo ki bahar
tubwell ka nahana
ab swimmingclass mai
achar ab pachranga ho gya
neem ki chao ab MCDONALD
PURANA KURTA BHI KAHI KHO GYA
jab sunati hu bachcho ko
apne bachpan ki kahani
to sochti hu bad mai beth kar
kya sunayege mere bachche
apne bachcho ko kahani
kyu chut gye sab rishte
rah gyi bas yaade suhani

लाल चुरियाआआआआअ

	Wo lal churiya jo khan khan karti hai mere kano mai rat bhar bazti hai teri har karwat k sath muze pata chal jata hai k kkkkkk tu ruswa kyo hai aaj muzse tu na bol muze,to kya teri churiya to sab kutch kahti hai

शनिवार के इंतज़ार में

अकेले रात भर एक अजनबी शहर में
मेरी याद तेरे सिरहाने बैठकर
तुझे जगाये रखती है........
हर पल ,पल पल
करवट बदल कर
खामोश बंद निगाहों से

ताका करते हो अपने सिरहाने
कुछ
कहते भी नही बनता
चुप रहते भी नही बनता
दिल में
उठती है सो सो आहे
अब उस से कैसे कहे........
बस सोचा करते हो .....
मेरी देह गंध.जब तारो ताज़ा सी
तुम्हे अपनी साँसोंमें
महसूस होती है
मेरी हर अदा एक चलचित्र सी
तेरी आँखों से गुजरती है
मन की गह्रइयो तक सोचते तुम
तुम तब मुझे पा लेते
हो
अपने अन्दर तक
मुझ पे चाह
जाते हो
और बेसुध होकर सो जाते हो
अब तुम ही सोचो
तुम्हारे इस शहर में
रात भर अकेले में
कैसे रात भर ताका करती हु
तुम्हारा सिरहाना
सिर्फ़ शनिवार क इन्तजार में...........................
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निविया नीलिमा

prayer

”Prayer isn't a spare wheel that you pull out when you are in trouble.

Use it as a steering wheel that keeps you on right path through out the life

किस ओर किधर

mai udas jeevan ki raho mai
bhatak rahi hu idher-udher
muze suza do rasta aakar
mai jao kis aor kidhar
mere tarkas ka har ban
arjun ka sa sadha nhi
karan ki si vidambana meri
kam k vaqt kala nhi
eklavya ka sa samarpan nhi
pather bhi to guru jidher
koi sujha do muze aakar
mai jao kis aur kidhar
asha ki chingari lekar
har sangram mai larti hu
par us chigari ke sholo
se hamesha mai jalti hu
dosto ke dhoke ne
tod diya hai is kadar
kyo akeli hu mai ab
jao ab kis aor kidhar
bachpan se ab talak
fulo ke sang bari hui
aaj kyo kanto ko yu
apna kar ulazh gyi
fulo ko kyo chitraya
bedardi se maine idhar udher
koi suzha aakar muzhko
mai jao kis aor kidher
aane wale har insaa ko
maine har pal apnaya hai
har dushman ko bhi
maine dil se chaha hai
kyo nhi samaz pai mai
plastic ki duniya hai
koi suzha do aakar
mai jao kis aor kidher
ye zindgi ranshetra nhi
har pal yaha par dhoka hai
yaha par jine ka to
adhikar nhi mera eklota hai

ab to tut gya ye dil is
pather dil duniya se
ab koi na batao muzhe
mai jao kis aor kidher
mai udas ek kinare par
bhatak rahi hu idher udher
nhi chahiye koi bhi rasta
badal gyi hai meri dagar

Aankhe

KUCH AANKHE AISE HOTI HAI
jo apni par apni si lagti hai
na bhi dekhe hamko mud kar
tab bhi dekhti si lagti hai
har sawal ka jawab deti
wo bhir mai bhi nazar aati hai
har khushi mai ya gam ho
wo aankhe hi sahara deti hai
bin bolo k sab kah jati hai
har apno ki nazar ka aansu
unki aankho mai uttar aata hai
har aansu ki gawah banti hai
kyoki
wo kisi gair ki nhi
ek MAA ki aankh hoti hai ..........................

जय माता दी

ॐ गन गणपतये namah

108 name of ganesha
shree ganeshasya ashtottarshat
namavali:1vighneshay namah:2।vishvavarday namah:3।vishvachashushe namah:4.jagatprabhave namah:5.hiranyrupay namah:6.sarwatmane namah:7.gyanrupay namah:8.jaganmyay namah:9.uradhrethse namah:10.mahabahawe namah:11.ameyay namah:12.amitvikramay namah:13.vedvedayay namah:14.mahakalay namah:15.vidyanidhye namah:16.anamyay namah:17.sarvgyay namah:18.sarvgay namah:19.shantay namah:20.gazasyay namah:21.cheteshvaray namah:22.vigatzwaray namah:23.vishwmurtay namah;24.ameyatmane namah:25.vishwadharay namah:26.sanatnay namah:27.samgay namah:28.priyay namah:29.mantrine namah:30.satwadharay namah:31.suradhishay namah:32.samastdharay namah:33.nirdwanday namah:34.nirlokay namah:35.amoghvikramay namah;36.nirmalay namah:37.punyay namah:38.kamday namah:39.kantiday namah:40.kamrupiny namah:41.kamposhine namah:.42.kamalakshay namah:43.gazannay namah:44.sumukhay namah:45.sharmday namah:46.mushkadipatye namah:47.shudhay namah:48.dhirghtunday namah:49.shreepatye namah:50.anantyay namah:51.mohvarzitay namah:52.vakartunday namah:53.shurapkarnay namah:54.parmay namah:55.yogishay namah:56.yogadhamne namah:57.umasutay namah:58.aapaddhantry namah:59.ekdantay namah:60.mahagriway namah:61.sharnyay namah:62.sidhsenay namah:63.sidhveday namah:64.karunay namah:65.sidhye namah:66.bhagwate namah:67.awygray namah:68.viktay namah.:69.kap[ilay namah:70.dhundirazay namah:71.ugray namah:72.bhimodaray namah:73.shubhay namah:74.ganadhykhay namah:75.ganeshay namah:76.ganaradhyay namah:77.gannaykay namah:78.jyoti:swaroopay namah:79.bhootatmane namah:80.dhumraketwe namah:81.anukoolay namah:82.kumargurwe namah:83.ananday namah:84.herambay namah:85.vedstutay namah:86.nagyagyopvitne namah:87.dudhurshay namah;88.baldurwangkurpriyay namah:89.bhalchandray namah:90.vishwdhatry namah:91.shivputray namah:92.vinaykay namah;93.lilasevitay namah;94.poornay namah:95.paramsundray namah:96.vighnandhkaray namah:97.sindurvadny namah98.nityay namah;99.vibhwe namah;100.prathampuzitay namah:101.divypadabzay namah:102.bhaktmandaray namah:103.shoormhay namah:104.ratnsighasanay namah:105.manikundmanditay namah:106.bhaktkalyanay namah:107.sahastrshirshne namah:108.mahaganpaty namah




श्री ganesh ashtottarshatnamawali sampooranam
आस्क yr loved ones to chant it n forward it whom you want. thank यू

Neelima sharma

kashmkash

mai udas jeevan ki raho mai
bhatak rahi hu idher-udher
muze suza do rasta aakar
mai jao kis aor kidhar
mere tarkas ka har ban
arjun ka sa sadha nhi
karan ki si vidambana meri
kam k vaqt kala nhi
eklavya ka sa samarpan nhi
pather bhi to guru jidher
koi sujha do muze aakar
mai jao kis aur kidhar
asha ki chingari lekar
har sangram mai larti hu
par us chigari ke sholo
se hamesha mai jalti hu
dosto ke dhoke ne
tod diya hai is kadar
kyo akeli hu mai ab
jao ab kis aor kidhar
bachpan se ab talak
fulo ke sang bari hui
aaj kyo kanto ko yu
apna kar ulazh gyi
fulo ko kyo chitraya
bedardi se maine idhar udher
koi suzha aakar muzhko
mai jao kis aor kidher
aane wale har insaa ko
maine har pal apnaya hai
har dushman ko bhi
maine dil se chaha hai
kyo nhi samaz pai mai
plastic ki duniya hai
koi suzha do aakar
mai jao kis aor kidher
ye zindgi ranshetra nhi
har pal yaha par dhoka hai
yaha par jine ka to
adhikar nhi mera eklota hai


ab to tut gya ye dil is
pather dil duniya se
ab koi na batao muzhe
mai jao kis aor kidher
mai udas ek kinare par
bhatak rahi hu idher udher
nhi chahiye koi bhi rasta
badal gyi hai meri dagar

neelima

Kisi se dosti hone ke bich ek chemestry kam karti hai ,warna hame jeevan ke karwan mai anginat log milte hai.,achche-bure sabhi tarah ke,ham apni pasand k hisab se unhe filter kar lete hai .bas, tab kutch log khas ban kar dost ban jaate hai......................

truth

Ham sab ko har bar apne man ka chaha nhi milta hai.................hamara jo man hai na..... ,usme bahut sare kone hote hai aur har kone ki ek alag ahmiyat hoti hai ,koi pyar ki jagah hoti hai to koi jagah nafrat ki ,koi kona dosti ka hota hai to koi kona sneh n lagaw ka n kisi kone mai kutch aisa bhi jise ham khud se bhi chipate hai...................hamara man sapne bunta rahta hai ................so jo mila hai usko sarv satya man kar aage chalo.....................

लव यू computer

khat se jo darwaza khola ssamne tum they muh dhak kar soye se......... dil jor se dharak utha .....haath kapne lage .. aankhe bhar aayi ..kitne din ke bad tumko dekha ...bhul si gyi thi na tumko ..par tumne bhi shiddat se yad nhi kiya ...tumhe chaha bhi bahut hai maine .... man kiya ke jaldi se choo lo tumko ..bas bhul jao sudh budh .kho jao tumhare saath tumhari duniya mai.... par par ................. kya karoo tumko choo bhi nhi pa rahi n tumhare bina rah bhi nhi pa rahi .kya karu ..jaldi se sham ho n bas main hou n tum howo ....uff kya rishta bana liya hai tumne mere saath ...... jab bhi akeli hoti hu tum jhat se apne mohpash mai bandh lete hi muze tab na tumse dur rahte banta hai na lipat te ......... har emotion tumse share kiye hai har pal tumara sath liya hai .... kai nye rishte bhi bane n kai ban kar bikhre ..... plz mat tarpao itna k kabhi hamko alag hona bhi parey to ho na pay ..... tum to harzai ho tumko koi aur mil jayga par ...........mai ....mai .......... mera kya hoga ..mai kaise rah paogi tumhare bin .......... plz mat banao apna aadi muze .plz chor do na muze mere hal par ...uff kyu aamantrir karrahe ho muk ban kar .tumhari har bhasha main nhi janti fir bhi .tumse pyar hai muze .tumne muze muz se jo milwaya hai ......... meri inner soul se ......uff .ab nhi raha jata .tuzh bin .bas ab aa hi rahi hu na tunhare pas ......... par pahle jitna aadi mat banana .......... .uff kutch hai na tum me jo tumse moh nhi tod pa rahi .bahut hi nirmohi hokar gyi thi dur tumse .k...........................kkkkkkkkkkkk.... ab nhi aaogi tumhare pas .. kabhi bhi nhi ............ sachi .............par ............par ........... ........................ kya karu ab aate jatee tum bar bar nazar jo aa jate ho ................... ......... ufff ........
.Are.. ramu is computer ko zara mere study room mai rakh do................. warna ye नीलिमा fir se इन्टरनेट ki nivia ban jayegi ...........................................

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tanha dil se tanhai m

tanwangi ne ye socha,

tarap rahi hai wo jiske liy

kya wo uska kabhi hoga?

Na jaane kyo chali aati hai udasi
Din ke chipne k saath
rat ke aagaman ke saath
is vela ko gamgin
bana jati hai namurad
ye vidhwa ke uchat maathe si
aanatho ki suni aankho si
garibo ki sukhi
rotisi jajallad
kya tuze main hi mili hu
apna banane ko
namurad..................................

लव यू hamesha

Aap ye jaan na chahte hai n k main kyo aap se itna pyar
karti hu yaad hai na tumko jab main dulhan bani utri thi aapke
aangan mai aapne kaha tha k bas ab tum meri sirf meri ho bas tabhi tumhari bholi si surat mere man main bas gayi har kadam tumne mera sath diya jaha tum mere sath nhi aa paye tab bhi bare hi pyar se muzko karan bataya "aho kuri leni "ka ahsas har bar dilaya tumhare har sparsh k ahsas dilati wo anguliya mere balo mai ghunghar banati hue tumhari masum si surat gahre tak bhedti se tumhari har awaz ki gambhirta tumhara sirf mera hone ka etbaar tumhare chehre par wo shararti muskaan tumhari upasthiti ki santusht ta tumhari dharkano ki awaz wo tumhara vada kabhi alag na rahne ka ufffffffffffffff janti hu naya nhi hai saath hamara par lagta nhi muze bahut purana aisa lagta hai abhi kal hi ki bat haikai bar liya hai tumhara chumban par aaj bhi pahle chumban ka ahsas hai kai bar chipaya senne mai chehra par aaj bhi wahi pahle wali bat hai kai bar chup karaya hai tumne roti ko aaj bhi vaise hi gudgudati hai aapki batie kai bar hansi hu aaj bhi akele main ab bhi tum jan na chahte ho k kyo karti hu main tumko itna pyar meri har galti ko jo tum seene mai chipai ho har achchi ko tumne dil khol kar saraha hai .... bas aur kitne karan batao k main kyo diwani hu tumhari bas har janam main tum hi mere bano bas yahi kamna hai n ishwar kare y mera pahla janam hao n sath janam tak mere sartaaj bas tum........... just want you to LOVE ME, TRUST ME. DON'T
CRY BUT SMILE FOR ME N MY KIDS

Kal sham ki barish!
kitni खुबसूरत thi
Jo bund bund
tum per
baras rehi थी

Muze b madhosh ker dene wali 
tumhariKhusboo se
 mehka rehi थी

Mujhe aisa lag raha tha 
Jaise 
Is dharti per 
amber तल्ले

Sitaro ki hado thak
"SIRF" 
do
he
wajood
हैं

MAIN OR TUM"
par
aaj
tum
kyo
chale
gye
jo


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mai
akeli
tumhari
bah
ke
takiye
k
bina
so
nhi
pa
rahi
hu
lot
aana
aaj
hi
basssssss
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. some part of poetry is adopted
sorry

shhhhhhhhhhhhh

• Wo bat kaise hue sare mahfil
  jo abtak ham-tum mai thi
  k meri zindgi ka sara
  daromdar tuzh par hai
  wo andeshe fursat k
  wo anjaan si dastak
  wo har bar khilkhilana
  wo bat-bat pe gudgudana
  wo har bat par larna
  wo har bat par zhagarna
  wo bat kisi aur ki ho
  tumhara jikr mera karna
  wo teerchi nazar ka jadu
  wo bolti,tatolti aankhe
  wo chup chup si muskan
  wo becheni ka lahza
  wo soch kar kahna
  wo bas kahte hi rahna
  wo shikwe shikayte khud se
  wo narazgi khud se
  wo ruthna bhi khud se
  wo man jana bhi khud se
  k meri zindgi tuzh se hai
  k mera vazood tuzh se hai
  jo tune chaha tuzhe mila
  jo maine chaha wo pa liya
  tabhi ab aksar log gate hai
  y sare mahfil ki bate hai
  k tumhe muzhse mohabbat hai
  hamari zingdi ka sara
  daromdar
  ek duze pe hai........................

• ye jante hue bhi k wo mera nhi


• wo hawa ka jhonka ha


• iwo pani ka bubula hai


• wo badal hai barsne wala


• fir bhi


• mai hawa ko pakarna chahu


• mai badal ko chuna chahu


• mai bubule ko peena chahu


• mai n meri tanhai


• ye kyo teri lat mai


• uljhi rahi aur


• khvabo mai tuje sunti rahi


• rab se y dua hai ab meri


• har tanhai mai tu na ho


• mile har wo jo tu chahe


• par kisi dushman ko bhi


• ab teri jarurat na ho

Mmrigtrishna

1. 
   
   ye meri zindgi bhi kya hai
   mahaz ek mrigtrishna
    jisme zeene ki ichcha hote hue bhi
   ham marte hai har pal
   aur marne ki aakansha hote hue bhi 
   zeena parta hai har chan
   jeewan n mrityu ki
   is zizivisha mai 
   yatharth evam palayan
   k bozh ko sahate
   har kadam kabhi kabhi hamdam saaay bhi
    zeeye chale zate hai
   APNI APNI ZINDGI...

Intzaar

Bas kutch hi doori hai muzhme aur sajan mai
aayenge pardesi piya jab chand utrega aangan mai....
 virah ki ghariya bit chali
tarap-mailan ke sapno se
ab mera natkhat sajan
mukat karega virah tapno se j
ab se gye pardes piya kitni lambi y judai hai par ab to aane hi wale hai to laga k kalhito hue judai hai ab aane wale hai sajan dil dharka mera barmbar jaldi se kar solah singar khari mai chokat par nain bichay ab der na kar mere singar chand ka darshan hone laga mai bethi hu thal sajay socho to mere pyare sajan ham virah k bad kaise milan ki rat bitay .....................

ek zang laga pinmuchre se kagaz parbikhri hui churiyanaaine k saamne

maili si chadar tumhare bister par ............................ ye kagaz, y chriyan,y chadar yzhuthe fele cup gilassye tumhare betarteeb kapdeek partikatmak bhwankan liy kutch kutch ahsas dilate haiki.................................................................

aazkal tum akele ho tan se bhi ,man se bhi kahi chali gayi hai tumhari..priya,jiya ,AUR USKI HAR SMIRITI KO KUTCH YU SANZOYA HAII.............K USKE LIKHE KAGAZ KO USKI UTRI CHURIYO KOUSKI BICHAI CHADAR KO BAS WAISE HI RAKH CHODA HAI ,WAISE HI RAKH CHODA HAI

kashamkash

Aaj mai kutch likhna chah rahi hupar kya?ye nhi samazh pa rahi hu aur kise?ye bhi nhi janti hu koi bhi to taswir mere samne nhi hai chehre aate hai ,chele jate hai kagaz par aari tirchi lakiro se kutch aspasht se shabdo se ek aks banati hu fir khud khud par se jhunjhala jaati hu pata nhi kya bojh sa dil par hai jo kagaj par uttar nhi pa raha azib si ghutan beecheni jaise mere bhitar kutch kulbula raha hai kutch hai jo bahar aana chah raha hai par kya is vidroh ko mai samazh nhi pa rahi hu tabhi to mkutch likhna chah rahi hu par pata nhi kya likhna chah rahi hu.......... ..